I've braved a few life tests so far. Made some difficult decisions when I wasn't really qualified to. Taken so many chances where there wasn't really any room for error. Felt as though I'd pissed a situation right up the wall - fucked something to the point that it couldn't really have been done any worse. I've faced regret and apology and disappointment, but I've never been so afraid to fail anything as I am to fail you.